You know, I've been spending the last couple of nights awake. I love it. Total silence except for some mosquito whizzing by. According to Wikipedia I have what's called Transient insomnia. Cool.

I've thought about my life being portrayed in a movie before.. Like being the main character of a movie where my story is told. Carlito's Way style.

But never this before. A novel where the story of my life is told. My private life that is. I think it would sell, really well in fact.

I think of myself as being a reserved person. I don't like to talk about what's going on in my mind. I like to day dream too much. I like picturing myself ten years from now. I like to think on complicated projects. I like to dream about relationships. I like to think about a perfect future.

And that's why I keep it all to myself. If I'm thinking about a project, usually it's way too complicated to explain to ordinary people. If I'm thinking about relationships, I usually end up laughing at myself, let alone other people.

I think those who know/knew me, would be surprised to read about my private life. A quiet, humble guy like me. Who would have thought I have so much going on under the hood.

And that's why I'd like to write something like this. Split up my life into several periods and go into detail in each and every one. Except the problem is that if I had to write this novel, I would end up having no life to talk about because there's so much to write about. Confused? I understand.

Let me get back to counting sheep.